15 April 2009

Why?

I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling panicky. . . that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, the cold chills, the nervous tension. . . . Why? What triggered it? Why now? Even if things aren't okay, I at least thought I had a handle on it all. So what gives? And, in a situation like this, is it better to just give in to the panic attack or do I look for ways to thwart it?

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  1. I don't know. I feel it too. I keep thinking that something terrible is about to happen. Surely it's just PTSD, right? I sure hope it's not God's way of telling me to get ready. Not feeling super strong right now.

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  2. I think it's just PTSD. . . I hope that's all it is. I've been cold all day, which doesn't help me any, since it makes my back hurt and keeps me in an overall pissy mood, so that may have helped cause it. I'm super jumpy, like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.
    Tell you what - I'll hold you up and you can hold me up. Deal?

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