Uh oh

This isn't good. My right ear is doing that achy thing it does right before I find out I have an ear infection.

I didn't get called for an interview, so I'm guessing I won't be getting the job. I found some more possibles today, so those applications and resumes will be going out on Monday.

I really hate cold weather, and snow, an the month of January. I have issues with Seasonal Depression, in addition to my social anxiety and general depression, so January just really does me in. I'm really struggling right now, what with having been so sick and having a crappy holiday season, then being cooped up inside with two bickering children, and not being able to get a job. I've really let the house go. I just noticed how badly I did today. Sheesh. I need to get on it, but I really don't want to.

We went without water today because the door to our well house was left open and the pipe/pump assembly froze. D fixed it when he got home from work, and it's fine now. The door is shut and the heat lamp is on, but just another aggrevation I didn't need.

Once the kids go to bed, D is turning off the Xbox and we are going to watch Public Enemies. I've been wanting to watch this for a while, so I hope I'm not disappointed.

I'm really focusing on being positive and finding the silver linings. That's this year's goal (I don't do resolutions). I promise to do better with that in the next post.