A lot about me, a little about my kids, some more about my husband. Day-to-day life, written down and reflected upon. I'm sometimes ironic, often snarky, and typically sarcastic. I say what I mean, and I rarely pull any punches. I try to be as up-front and honest as I possibly can.
15 April 2009
Why?
I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling panicky. . . that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, the cold chills, the nervous tension. . . . Why? What triggered it? Why now? Even if things aren't okay, I at least thought I had a handle on it all. So what gives? And, in a situation like this, is it better to just give in to the panic attack or do I look for ways to thwart it?
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I don't know. I feel it too. I keep thinking that something terrible is about to happen. Surely it's just PTSD, right? I sure hope it's not God's way of telling me to get ready. Not feeling super strong right now.
ReplyDeleteI think it's just PTSD. . . I hope that's all it is. I've been cold all day, which doesn't help me any, since it makes my back hurt and keeps me in an overall pissy mood, so that may have helped cause it. I'm super jumpy, like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.
ReplyDeleteTell you what - I'll hold you up and you can hold me up. Deal?
sounds good. love you!
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